River of Life

My Spiritual Name is Sabin, ‘The Knowledgeable’. I was asked to post on this blog my pathway in this material existence.  From an early age, I had believed in Guardian Angels and mentioned that I kept them pretty busy in protecting me. I had gone to many different religions and got discouraged because they all kept telling me they were the only way to heaven. At one point I joined a Japanese Buddhist sect.  They told me I could take it as a philosophy or as a religion. I took it more as a philosophy.  To me Buddhist are more Christian then many Christians as far as applying the teachings of Jesus.  Even though they are said not to believe in God, they search for the” God like” nature within themselves.  Although I can not quote the passage in the bible, it tells us that the breath of God  is within us all. We do not have to look further than ourselves to find God.

I am no one special. I am a middle class worker in America. I have been fired or laid off from work 8 times in this lifetime.  The sixth time I was out of work for 9 months which was long enough for me to lose my house which I ended up losing 7 times more money than the Bank did. The horrible thing is I feel myself better off after that happened. I am now free of debt. I am not a psychic, nor a leader.  Lot of times I refer to myself as the invisible employee who gets overlooked most times. I figure my job here on Earth is to make others look good. Of course like most people, I do hope to get acknowledgement of my accomplishments, just from a smaller circle.

I hadn’t heard of the New Times, Earth Changes, Kryon, until around the mid 1990’s.  I heard groups trying to ascend, people trying to survive, people being move to a different planet, etc. There was so much conflicting stories it was so hard trying to decide which was true if any. What I ended up doing for my personal salvation was determine what one thing I needed to do to insure what was true or false. That way I could position myself to be able to take the correct pathway no matter what happens.  I drew a threshold that as long as they remained in that threshold they were ok, even if they were false but if they crossed that threshold, I would no longer follow them. We all have to create that threshold for ourselves.  We are all individuals and have different pathways.  We need to create our own thresholds based upon our hearts.  I pride my self as being of no organized religion.  For me to pick a religion, I had to make sure it was the correct religion.  I have yet to find that correct religion in the physical world. To me all religions that teach the golden rule love thy neighbor is the correct religion.  So to me, that means most true religions are good. Don’t be stirred away from the true religion by the fanatics that try to progress their iterative motives through that of a religion.  All religions have fallen victim to those fanatics.

I met Nadira in 1996, through my wife who is now my ex. I was very skeptical about psychics in Nadira’s case Spirtual Interpreter.  I still have my doubts at times, but she has not crossed my threshold and has given me hope that the pathway I am on is true.  The very first reading by Nadira, told me where I originated, how many times I had materialized on Earth and about my purpose.  What hooked me was , in the reading it mentions obstacles that I had to overcome, which dealt with my personalities from as far back as I was a child. Ever since then I have kept on coming back for more.

To me it doesn’t matter if she is true or not or if Spirit is true or not. As long as they do not cross that threshold my Soul is progressing to where I want it to be. They have given me meaning to my existence which holds true to my beliefs.